So here I go, my first blog.. this is exciting yet so nerve wrecking. Over the past few weeks I have had so many things that I have wanted to write about and a Cousin of mine recommended that I start a blog.
I would prefer to introduce myself as someone who thinks I has answers to things, but realistically I am looking for them. I have recently turned 29 and yet I am still young, I feel so lost. In the past year I have moved from my home town to a remote village, where it constantly rains and I have learned lately that I don’t enjoy my own company. I am not happy. Over the past few years I have had the ultimate test on how to keep my sanity, I think I am doing pretty good considering. Although things may seem glum at the moment I know for a fact that things will change, as they say: ‘The world is my oyster’.
I have considered moving back home, at least then I would have a safety net, I would be surrounded with people who love me. I don’t think that is the answer though. I think that if I was to do that I would have failed. At the moment I am not working and I am trying to sort out College. My dream is to be a Chef, as far back as I can remember I have enjoyed cooking. I love cooking for people and love the reaction I get off them.
New years resolutions are good and yes I have made a few… Not the obvious that would probably help me in the long run: Quit smoking- sure its the only thing I am enjoying right now. Stop biting my nails- I think that one is a ‘catch 22′ If I was to quit that, sure I would just smoke more and Vica Versa. Twirling my hair is a new one.. I picked that bad habit up maybe last year or so. I reckon it is probably advisable to give that up before I go bald. So my main resolutions are: Go out more as in socialising, be less confrontational, smile more and help those who are less fortunate than me. Its so true though.. . as much as I complain and give out about my life, there are so many more people in this world that have nothing. So wish me luck that I keep my hair and sanity.
And that… ladeez and gentlemen… is how you write a first post! I don’t know you (thank God, all that hair twirling would do my head in) but already I can tell you’re a pretty intelligent human bean, and that you’ll be okay, and that you probably already smile a lot and definitely do help people more needy than you without your realizing it. This is a hell of a lot more than a lot that other people in your position could muster I’m thinkin’.
Keep livin that life, keep blogging.
*hug*
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Keep your sanity, by all means. But most of all, keep your hair. Sanity can be such trouble at times.